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Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

My heart is so so fond right now.




Have a good day at work Nathan, my best friend and most perfect boyfriend.
I hope you check this.
If so, just pretend I am snugging the stuffing out of you right now.
Miss you, love you.
See you Saturday.

found.

All in one car ride.
So much can happen.
A soul can be changed
a path can be found
a light can be seen
a world can flip
I was lost again
who knows where
the road was made of eels.
I felt absolutely nothing.
I was all blurred and scribbled
Then I remembered.
God knows how I did.
I remembered his presence
I remembered eternal joy
I remembered the greater love,
And in that split second
my eyes opened so wide
and my head cleared
and the road was again paved
and I saw it, I saw that beautiful road
I burst
I felt again.
Deep remorse, repentence, peace.
Joy again.
I was made.
I was born.
I was painted.
I saw the world again
I replaced my money centered head
with people in need.
With the city
and with all that truly matters.
Hello again world.
Here we go.


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trigger.

His wristwatch read 12
From where he stood he could hear bells
A familiar string
A torrential tide of thought rushed his brain
The sound
The sound, he knew
Suddenly the scent of lilacs approached
A drift of hot air
Closing his eyes he could see lips,
a posie,
a moth.
The moth brought his childhood treehouse to the picture
he could feel a splinter
taste bonfire.
He could then see empty bottles
hear slurred "Whaa!"
smell wet leaves.
Wet leaves,
shoving Norman,
whistling at a short skirt.
Train whistles
That train ride
cigarette musk
and coffee stains.
Starbucks
Louise
marriage.
Bells.
12:02
Back.

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